I'm kind of blah today. Frankly, I have been pretty down since like last Thursday or Friday. If I keep going like this for another two weeks, I'm going to have to go to a doctor, I imagine. Of course, we have military coverage, which does not include psychiatric evaluations.

I think that I'm just tired, and will feel better in a few weeks if I get some sleep. Which unfortuantely I cannot do.

Yesterday really was not mentioning too much. Today was a little upsetting. I had put all this work into studying for my cell bio quiz, which was only one question (which is more important to life, water or oxygen), and I frankly don't think that I did that well. I said that without water, nothing would really be dissolved, and that cellular respiration would not work very well. Water is an absolute necessity, oxygen is an absolute efficiency.

In civil war, I was supposed to do my presentation today, but he didn't get to it. The other person in my "group"--he said we could work on it individually--had nothing prepared, and I think he assumed that I did not either. At the end of class I asked him if he wanted my paper that went with it too, and he said that he thought we were doing it together, and that I should hold onto it for another week. So now, I can have panicked editing for another week.

This week just is not a happy week. Tomorrow, when I have homework time after physiology, I have to study for my Chemistry exam, and then I take my chem exam, and then I have physics (non fun) a few hours later followed by work, where I have to study for ecology. Then on Thursday I'll have to study for physiology. In all of this time, I don't have a lot of time to do my reading for next week or for this week, so I'm going to start falling behind soon.

I need a good night's sleep.

I also need to find a way to totally destroy these emotions. They're irritating me. Back to my Case Study for physiology. That and shooting myself.