I continue to be confused about the human necessity for emotional-dating-sexual connections to other people. These situations create complexity, which is incompatible with a stable work ethic, and compromise an individual's ability to function in a normal society. Each day, I confirm myself as more and more of a permanent bachelor.

I wish I was in Carrickfergus....

Ok, so I'm obviously listening to Celtic Woman. Irish songs are so depressing, because in the end, everyone dies or goes off to war. I love it.

This morning's educational input has been immensely frustrating. Egyptian history continues to evolve into Christian history and theology. He gave us a bibliography on books we could use in our essays, and over 2/3 of them have nothing to do with ancient Egypt. I don't know why I signed up to take that class, frequently. Ecology was just incredibly frustrating to me, for some reason. It's as if everyhing the professor said excited my anger complex, and I wanted to just hurt everyone within arm's length of me.

I don't want to go to Cell Bio today, because I'm going to be equally frustrated by the stupid questions these four people keep asking. Talk about wanting to cause pain. I should ask the professor to issue gag orders on their stupid questions.

Tomorrow marks the end of the third week of classes, and there are 16 weeks in the semester, not including the spring break week, so this means that there's a ton of crap left to do. I'm working on this semester in two parts, obviously, and I'm going to take it one half at a time.

I am tired of snow. I've lived in Colorado for 11 years, and NEVER has there been this much cold and this much snow. Never. There has always been fluctuation between warm and cold, and it's never been this cold for so long, in my memory. Since December 1, it has been above 50 degrees only once, which is actually quite stunning. I remember a few years ago, it was like 70 degrees in the middle of January. Tomorrow, the high is going to be, oh, about 4.

I am so avoiding reading Egyptian history. I am just not in the mood to read, out of fear of seeing the word "Christianity".

I am considering doing foreign study for a semester in some European country. Perhaps over a summer.