Je deteste

I am really starting to hate my life right now. I need at least 48 hours off from school, and life, and everything, and I'm definitely not going to be getting that at any point in the next 14 weeks. Dammit, why do I have to intentionally hurt myself in such manners?

I fuckin' hate it when I do this to myself, because for a whole semester, I'm this flying bitch from hell. I'm ready ust to go to a block system for the rest of the semester, to do as much as I can as fast as I can, and then to be done.

Je deteste ma vie.

Then politics today are frustrating. Between Obama and Clinton I prefer her, and she's basically going to lose all three states today, by pretty healthy margins. I just don't think Obama will make a good president, because 1) he lacks experience, 2) I have no idea what his ideas are, I've looked all over for them, and I've found nothing, all I get is "change this" and "change that". He's got nice rhetoric, but I fear he lacks substance!, and 3) I just don't trust him. There's something behind all the fanciness that is suspicious. At least with Hillary, she's honest. She wants to tax the hell out of us for universal health care, aka, I'm going to learn how to treat wounds with plants and shiza because I'm not going to get any medicine.

fuckola, Obama won all three states. Shit. He's probably going to win all three on Tuesday unless Hillary pulls out a miracle. I'm going to have to pull for a Clinton to win. Then it looks like Huckabee might win all three. too

I seriously will LEAVE the country if Huckabee wins the total election. I will change citizenship to Switzerland and never come back to America.

I am also incredibly frustrated with my thesis. I feel like I have too many ideas, and it may screw me. Plus I have all these resources to go through. Ugh.

I hate my life right now.