Impending Death

I'm basically going to die here in the next week, just so that you know.

I have seven finals this week:

Monday: Anthropology 4:30-7:00 PM
Tuesday: Ancient Egyptian History 1050-130 PM
Cell Biology: 140-420 PM
Civil War and Reconstruction: 430-705
Wednesday: Organic Chemistry 1050-130 PM
Physics: 140-420
Thursday: Ecology 800-1030 AM

Followed by two things the next Monday which right now are basically faint blips on my radar.

So, I am a little surprised right now because I got a 94% on my last case study (insert rage and hostility here) and a 100% on my last lab to bump my physiology grade to a 93.01%. Talk about cutting it close. Of course, once our points that ahve not yet been added are added, I then will have a 93.56%, which is not so close.

I would express my disappointment more appropriately, but I really don't have that much time to do so.

I think that I probably should have gone to work last night instead of the chemistry thing. I've seen for the first time how people when they are sober have generally more control, but as blood alcohol levels raise, they start acting differently. I always knew that alcohol was a pretty much bad thing unless you have like one glass ofwine or one beer (I hate beer, so that's out of the option) or one margarita or something that equals one shot. These people had like 3 or 4 beers on top of margaritas. I think some people were not getting that the chemistry professors were there. Ok, that did not make much difference, since they were getting loose. I think there were three or four of us who did not really get involved in that looseness of mental control.

I think I'm already on someone's hit list for next semester. I'll find out as it starts.

I'm so freaking tired, it's not even funny right now.

I think part of my problem is that I pride myself so much on my control over emotions and expressing myself articulately (like not ending sentences with propositions or using the passive voice--my pet peeves). I am not someone who enjoys "kicking back" and being casual. I put so much effort into presenting myself as someone with strong maturation and complex interests. Our society puts so little value on formality (which I always consider whenever I am in public) and on diverse and complex interests like those of the Renaissance. I'm trying to bring back the value of the Renaissance here, and almost no one appreciates that.

Did I tell you I finally registered, and I'm not changing anything right now?
Here's what I'm doing:
Physical Chemistry
Analytical Chemistry
Biochemistry
Genetics
Immunology
Early Medieval Europe
Spanish Grammar
Introduction to French I

Celestial Seasoning's Goji Berry Pomegranite Green Tea earns ten points in my book. Definitely good tea.

Ok, so I definitely need to get to studying today. Today's agenda is: OChem at 3 with Cece, Ancient Egyptian history the rest of the day.