I find it hard to believe that I've only made it trhough two weeks of the seventeen week semester. It just seems like we have forever left between now the end of the semester. I think this semester would be perfect, if I didn't have to take analytical chemistry.
I didn't get anywhere near what I wanted to get done done today. Things have just been going downhill on the judiciousness of getting ahead and studying a lot. I'm just fuckin' lazy now.
I've had one of those days where I've had millions of those big heady questions and I found so few heady answers that I am highly disappointed. Being basically a biological determinist is hard, but if I resist the temptation to indulge in some existentialist mumbo jumbo....oh, what's the point? I'm trapped between this reality that our conditions determine our identities and the possibility of some kind of human intellect escaping biological necessity. Of creating legacies and permanent foundations in mankind. Plato, Aristotle, Einstein, Picasso, Caesar, Elizabeth, they all escaped the biological necessity and became foundational to Western Civilization. I only wish that Schultz might someday be echoed with the greats. However, I doubt I shall find the greatness I seek. This world buries it,because we live in equality and total possibility. The masses will prevent me from finding it because no one person in these times should have that right, apparently.
I'm really tired, obviously.
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