Weird

I'm in this weird mood to have along and involved post, despite the fact that there is fundamentally nothing of interest in my life worth mentioning.

I have changed everything again class-wise, which should not be a shock to anyone. This summer, I'm only going to do Calculus III and Physics II. I think I may have mentioned this already. Yep, I did. Never mind.

So things are starting to slide downhill. I only have to go to Chemistry Lecture now for the Quiz on Friday and the Exam on the 30th of this month, plus the final. There's just absolutely no motivation in any fiber of my being to do seriously productive work. Sure, there are dinky-ass things to do, but I have no motivation to study or to do my final two essays for Civil War and Ancient Egypt. I have slightly more for Egypt than Civil War, because the topic I chose is somewhat more interesting (I'm going to do something about how Egyptian decadence led to its occupation by Rome).

I did get my last AEH essay back, and of course I got an A.

Actually this semester has been much stronger with A's than last semester. I have not gotten anything less than an A this semester in OChem, and last semester I had a few B's here and there. I've gotten nothing less than an A in all of my history classes, and pretty much all of my essays were A-'s in History last semester. Cell Bio is so far doing well (we'll find out after the next test), and aside from my catastrophe of an exam in Ecology, I am excelling in ecology as well. Physiology is pretty not so hot though. That's really the only class where I'm sucking.

I'm so used to the feeling that there's so much to do that right now I'm actually quite blah, which is really sad.

I'm thinking about dumping Biochemistry Principles and waiting next semester to take it (so that I don't have to go to school at 8 AM) and taking Immunology instead, even though I really don't have much of an interest in Immunology.

Mondays and Wednesdays would be hot because, even though I would have classes pretty much non stop, it's only 10:50 to like 5 PM.

I sometimes wish that I had a life, and I keep trying to convince myself that all this work is going to pay off at some point, but I know that it won't, because work does nothing any more. It's who I know, not what I know, and I know no one.