It's Friday, and I'm blah yet again.

I really wish that something would just happen, you know? Well, I guess I'll get my wish soon enough, considering that I get my take home physics test on Monday. I'm frankly tired of physics. I've gone through 11 sessions of physics, and now that we're down to 4, things are really not winding down as much as they should be. We still have chapters 27, 28, 29, and 30 to cover in the next two weeks, and when it's two weeks from today, I'll be ridiculously happy.

Good news is that I might be picking up another couple of hours per week at work, which would make my total every week about 8 hours, which is really close to $100 per week. Ok, not really. It's like $75/week.

I'm supposed to close work at 1 PM, but there's someone here doing work, so I have to stay open a little longer. Grr.

Not to mention that I have work tonight, and chances are really good that I'll be pulling a 6 hour shift. I'm hoping that fewer people decided to have surgeries this weekend with Harry Potter coming out tonight. I think I might bring my Arabic notebook, and practice my words or something as we dwindle down to the final patients.

I turn 20 in a little over a month. Damn. I'm old.
I mean, seriously. I'm going to be about 1/5 of the way done with my life, and I've only learned two languages, some really basic-easily forgotten stuff in a third, and about 200 words of Arabic. I have no college degrees yet, though I'm going to start getting REALLY close this year. I mean, I'll seriously be done with at least one major (hopefully 2), and probably my one minor by the end of this year. I would have to take Phys. Chem II, Biochem II, my History thesis, a History elective, and Spanish Lit. Analysis to be done with those three things. I just might do that to have some sense of accomplishment.

In any regards, I don't think I've done enough with my brain so far in my life. In like two years, I start losing brain cells every year. They die, and they're gone. The connections they made to other cells, the intricate network begins to break down. I'm hoping to stave off cellular death by keeping myself active mentally. Learning languages, doing crosswords, and sudoku are supposed to help with that.

I just don't know.